I had said and have heard others say "I would do anything for my children." And I have been thinking about this a lot lately. Would I really do anything for my children? Would I step in front of a bullet?...I hope so. Would I wrestle a bear?...probably. Would I punch another little kid in the face for bullying one of my precious bundles...without a doubt.
Is that everything? No. Of course it isn't. Would I really do ANYTHING for my children? How about change who I am...
I don't really have to change anything at this point in my life. I have a super duper husband whom I love. I have great kids and a job that I enjoy. I am almost 40 and my character development is ready to grab the t.v. remote, sit back with a bag of Doritos and take a sweet afternoon nap.
Uh, whoops. Hang on a second and lets put down the Doritos. Am I willing, really truly willing, to step out of my comfort zone and do something great for my children?
For example:
Am I willing to get up at 5am and go with them to the gym? Am I willing to exercise along side of them, knowing that healthy habits mirrored by their parents are more likely to stick? Am I willing to put down the crap food and pick up the broccoli, knowing that actions speak more loudly than words? Would I do anything for my children?
Am I willing to put down my evening book or shut off the movie I am watching and encourage my family to come together for prayers and time for God. I am ashamed but will admit that my boys nighttime prayers last night were said inbetween episodes of Avatar. I actually said, "Lets say your prayers real quick before your show starts again." Have mercy on my soul.
The answer is no, but I hope it turns to a yes. I want to be a mother who would do anything for her children.
You're a great mommy. We have to support each other. Improvements can always be worked towards.
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